what i require

i’ve had some relational static lately, some ill feelings, some impatience.  habitually i have looked critically at myself wondering what i’ve done wrong, what i need to learn to put up with, why i shouldn’t have those uncomfortable feelings. 

what i’m thankful for at this moment is that i’m learning to listen to that static nonjudgementally, and to let it inform me of what i need in my relationships.  i’m letting the static teach me that something is wrong and that i’m not getting what i need.  most importantly, i’m learning to voice those needs.  i don’t have to get my way, but i do need to speak my truth and ask for what i want.  and that’s how i will learn to trust and respect myself in relationships! 

goodnight, martyr. 

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