it’s been a long time and i’m afraid to just sit down and be still again. things have gotten real fucked up again. is this hitting bottom again? a new bottom that’s not so low, but as low as i wanna go? today definitely feels like the beginning of a rise, and a good rise. i’ve taken some steps, acknowledged a couple of directions i need to move in. it’s time to be amazing again, time to save my own life, give myself butterflies. i’m not there yet but that’s the current path.
i’ve got a lot of work to do.